Berg

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 22:33:50 GMT

Hahahahah, I have myspace again. Gah, berg you suck!

A fuckload has happened.
Shit caught up to me.
I got what I deserved.
I lost some friends, and am still trying to regain their trust.
I blame myself entirely.

The main thing I have learned:

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON

I mess up to learn from them.
Heartbreak happens to let you see others.
Friendships die because they should have a long time ago.

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 21:12:26 GMT

YES!!!! I AM FREE OF MYSPACE!!!!!!!!

hahah never again.
<3

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 01:58:50 GMT

Things are better for the most part. This weekend was a good one. Homecoming wasn't just fun, it made me think about a lot of things.

At dinner last night, wes, caiti, marshall and I had conversations i really needed. I learned that i kinda skipped high school in my mind, if that makes sense. Like it isnt filled with superficial immature thoughts. Im just ready to begin my life, but im going to enjoy every minute until then.

I learned a lot about my friendships with people. Marshall said something to me at dinner that opened my eyes to the way my "friends" see me. I just really miss elizabeth. She's the most real/true person I know, and i miss having something like that in my life.

Laying on the dock, looking at the stars, listening to acoustic guitar, brought me to tears. It was just one of those moments where it feels like you are pouring out everything wrong in your life. It made me think of the good things also, like how I want to die knowing enough to satisfy me. I just want to learn so much. I can't wait to start finding answers to the millions of questions I have.

The dance and being princess was fun too. :] haha. Not giving a fuck about what people thought was pretty sweet too.

!!#@@J!:L@

Sun, 17 Sep 2006 01:46:24 GMT

I've been really depressed lately. My mind is a mess, and I can't seem to pinpoint exactly why.

My whole life is about missing people.
Living without the people I love.
Saying goodbye to the people that I took for granted.

And I have realized that there must be something wrong with me. I haven't had a boyfriend, a real boyfriend, in 2 years.

Right now, I'm not enjoying this.

I dont even have words

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 02:17:40 GMT

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7866929448192753501&q=loose+change&hl=en

I dont even have words to describe what I feel after watching this.
Everyone needs to see it, and form their own opinions.

livejournal

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 00:16:13 GMT

I thought it would be nice to have one. So, yay, for first entry! Im still pretty confused about this whole thing, but i think ill get used to it. :]

Okay, so this is the part where im supposed to inform you on my life recently. Mmmm, lets see... the carnival was in town this week. In my town, its kind of a big deal. The whole town is there. I saw a lot of people i missed from school, and it made me sorta glad to be going back soon. Paulie rode the ferris wheel with me. I still wish that i had someone to fill that void in my heart, or just that empty seat next to me.

I got to see lizibathon! I really dont know what im going to do without her this year. Nobody understands our relationship except us. I wont be able to trip her in the hall, throw my books down and scream, slam my locker, and laugh way too loud, because she isnt there to do it with me. Its like i wont be able to be myself anymore at school :/

Ive been enjoying a lot of the more simple pleasures in life. Ali, chris, marshall, paul, and i laid on ali's dock and looked at the stars over the rappahannock. Marshall and i just took a drive with a mix cd through taylors mill and just let the music do the talking.

My birthday is in a little more than a week, and i really cant think of anything i would like. My parents keep asking me, and i really dont know what to say. Everything i come up with isnt something that can be put in a box, stuffed in a bag, or tied with a ribbon. There is something i really want, and i wish i could just put it on a list, and id get it on September 7th. :/

Life is good though.
I cant complain TOO much.
haha :D

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